Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Am I crazy?!

Life Checklist

1. go to school
2. find out what you love to do
3. graduate
4. find a job in your field
5. get a high salary
6. build a life with someone else
7. have kids, own property,etc.
8. live happily ever after

Right?

I got 1-3 down...I just didn't get the innate guidebook to the rest. I am so frustrated. Here I am 24 and on hand trying so hard to live my dreams of entrepreneurship, building businesses that utilize my talents; on the other hand I am broke, moved back in with my mom, almost an entire calendar year without a steady paycheck and less than substantial financial or emotional support.

I must be absolutely insane to continue to live this way. Everyday I wake up in high spirits, praying for god to help me see my way to success...in the way of two steadily growing and financially successful companies, peace of mind, and stability. And every other evening or more like every other week...here i am banging my head against a concrete wall..hoping that if my frustration doesn't break through it my sheer blood, sweat, and tears will....I just want to scream.